Flying out Sunday,

residential begins on Monday.

๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜จ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ถ

That pretty much sums me up.

I am thankful I am flying to Chicago on Sunday, a place that feels like home, and then my aunt is driving me to WI on Monday for treatment. I think it’ll make my transition easier, less stressful, and less sickening. At least, I hope. 

Right now, I alternate between being okay and being frozen with fear. 

I am still just astonished that I am this sick. Inpatient was mentioned by the doctors today in the event residential isn’t enough. I hope it’s enough, this is terrifying enough. 

Anyway, wish me luck today I have to tell my bosses beginning Monday I’ll be out continuously for 6 weeks probably. ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฐ

How did I get to this point?!?

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14 thoughts on “Flying out Sunday,

    • Thanks darlin’. I am going to try my best and give it my all! I think it’ll help that I’ll be out of my normal atmosphere and state. One benefit is I LOVE fall and it’ll feel like fall bc I won’t be in Fl so that’s already making me happy and feeling like I can do this (which is so ridiculous lol but I’ll take my “wins” where I find them right now lol)

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    • Yes, you are so right! I need to remember this more! Plus my treatment team here trained with the one I am going to and they say they are great so I shouldn’t be so worried they specialize in this. I need to be more confident you are right, I can do this because I already took the hardest step of admitting my problem

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