Confession:

I realized today that part of the reason I am so darn reluctant to give up my eating disorder is because there is a part of me that, deep down, just wants to die already.

 

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Confession

I am really scared for this evaluation tomorrow 😕  I feel like it’s about to get very real again whereas the last 5 days I’ve kind of been just being “normal” me except that my family knows.